It’s hard to be a beginner again.
I am learning a new language and I am making the silliest beginner mistakes. I thought I knew programming by now…!
I stumble over the basics. I make blind guesses. I am wrong. I make another guess. I am still wrong and now I also have a segfault. That’s what learning feels like.
This is the time to fail. When you’re learning anything new, there will be a period of being absolutely awful.